Lord I am so mad at Teresa, I am getting to the point where I hate her, she caused all this and she is mad at me because I don’t call enough. I hate the fact that I hate her, I despise even hearing her; please change this in me Lord. I don’t like having this hatred in me, take it away, please Lord. I get so sad when I talk to the kids, I love them more than my life, Lord help me deal with this. Please give me wisdom in knowing what to do with my life and where to live, God I beg you for your wisdom and mercy. How dare her be mad or upset at me for a situation I didn’t even choose, God that makes me mad. Lord please keep my kids safe from any of Satan’s influences, fill them with your love Lord, thank you for them. Why do I have these thoughts, lord the things I think of about her, it isn’t like me Lord, please take it away.
Lord, I got an e-mail tonight from Audrey, Becky’s mom. Here is the letter
WELCOME IS GONE---GO,LEAVE,DEPART,HALL BUTT,GET OUT,YOUR WELCOME IS WORE OUT,GET OUT OF THE MONTERS HOUSE HOLD,NOW,MOVE ON,WELCONE IS GONE,MONTERS HAVE HAD ENOUGT OF YOUR BULL SHIT,
With a little investigation I found out who it is that sent it. I wrote a response but haven’t sent it/ I wanted to talk with Joe and Becky first and see what they say.
I figure I really must be getting on Becky’s nerves if it is bugging her mom this much. I know she don’t like me anyway, so I guess it wasn’t really a surprise to find out it was from her. I wonder how she got my e-mail address, that’s why I think Becky is getting tired of me here.
Lord help me know what to do, give me wisdom, please God.
I love you Lord.
I know Becky was frustrated when she was confiding in her mom, her mom only wants whats best for them. Thank you Lord that they have people that care for them.
Here si the response I was going to send, I am glad I didnt.
Dear Audrey;
Please mind your own business. If they want me to leave they will tell me. I am just as concerned with their well-being as you are; I love them and desire nothing bad to happen to them. You, next to my wife are one of the most pretentious, closed-minded, pseudo-Christians I have known. I feel sorry for you and pray that God blesses you with more compassion. Despite the fact that you hate me, I love you and pray the best for you.
God Bless
Don\ Rebekah
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