Tuesday, January 15, 2008

September 19, 2005

September 19, 2005

I had today off, I wish I could have everyday off not because I am lazy; I just love to be myself and not pretend that I am something I am not. I hate putting my guy clothes and heading off as Don, one day I will have to face this fear, I have a little at a time, but going to work as myself is a whole different ball game. I work at Wal-Mart so I am sure they would not appreciate their cashier coming to work as Rebekah. I don't think a lot of the employees would care or at least some of them wouldn't care. I know one day I will come out fully because it is so strong in me to be myself. It so consuming sometimes I can think of nothing else.

Lord please take your daughter under your mighty arms and guide her to where you want her to be.

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