I just seen an article that said Lindsey Lohan may be playing Janis, WTF! I think you need someone to play Janis that is a lot more humble, she was an average girl and that is exactly the way she liked it. I don't think she would approve at all about Lindsey playing her.
I know we have no way of knowing...I don't think she can pull it off, I think they are making a mistake if they pick her, in my opinion.
Whoever they get needs to be really in touch with their feelings, really run on emotion and not be afraid to let it show.
I think they should pick Nikka Costa, from her looks anyways I think she would make the best one.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Janis Joplin
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Well today I spent my whole day with a toothache, I have never had good teeth in the first place so you would think I'd be used to it, right? I also spent the whole day listening to Michael Jackson and Janis Joplin, I love both of them both were geniuses in their own right. Please don't give me grief, i am not comparing them, just saying I think they were both great. To bad Janis died at 28 I think, way to young, guess that is what heroin does for you.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
100 things about me
100 things about me
1 I love to read
2 I love music
3 I like to be alone
4 I like small groups, no crowds
5 I sleep silently (I think, I know I don’t snore)
6 I love art
7 Learning new things
8 I walk fast, people are always telling me to slow down.
9 I wear size 12 shoes
10 I remember very little about my grandparents
11 I love to write
12 I have 3 beautiful kids (Chris, Nathan, Elizabeth)
13 I am very emotional
14 I sometimes like to disappear for hours
15 I almost got a USMC tattoo…Whew that was close!
16 AS a child I loved mom to read from a world book encyclopedia
17 I slept on a sun porch throughout high school
18 I love the night time
19 I love fantasy
20 all time greatest show…Star Wars
21 First car was a Buick Century 1977
22 I very seldom drink pop (soda)
23 My best friend and I made our own radio station on a cassette tape
24 My spouse and I drove a cross the United states twice
25 All three of our kids were born in different states
26 I once faked loosing control of my bike and then did, that hurt.
27 I have hit 13+ deer while in a car
28 Totaled 2 cars because of the deer
29 I am sarcastic…sometimes
30 My brother received stitches twice because of me
31 I have been paddled 5 times in school
32 I would like to play the violin
33 I like Nascar
34 I love all Cleveland teams
35 I tire of routine
36 I love computers and all they do
37 I collect fairies
38 I tend to be dramatic
39 I love catching people off guard and seeing their reactions
40 I love different cultures and all that entails
41 I like to make people laugh
42 I have a very active mind thus giving me a bad memory
43 I despise distasteful lyrics in music, but I love eminem and kidrock
44 I try not to eat fried foods
45 I prefer not to eat meat more than twice a week
46 I will try anything, even if I have tried it previously
47 I don’t like spiders…sorry Charlotte
48 I don’t use shampoo
49 I can’t grow my nails long, they are very thin
50 I am very impulsive
51 I despise it when people eat with their mouths open, very irritating
52 I am shy until I feel comfortable around someone
53 I love to buy things for people
54 I love E-bay
55 I hate when people drive in the fast lane and don’t get over for faster cars, it doesn’t matter if they are going the speed limit…get over!
56 I hate people who hate :)
57 I love learning anything about history
58 I am a feminist
59I love CSI
60 Sometimes, I have trouble with authority, especially if they are full of ignorant ideas
61 I am easygoing
62I love games\movies\books with spies,thieves and assassins
63 I am a Pisces, my rising sign is a Pisces, and my moon sign is a Taurus
64 I am very unorganized and sort of messy
65 I love to dance…but not in front of people
66 I broke both my knees
67 I was in the Marines
68 I love to give massages especially to people I care about
69 I lived in 6 different states
70 I despise plans, especially for my life
71 I watch maybe less than 10 hours of TV a month
72 I think it is abhorred for people not to read for pleasure
73 I love role-playing games
74 I seldom get angry and if I do it is forgotten quickly (usually)
75 I am a procrastinator
76 I am almost always on guard when in public
77 I love Hippie culture
78 I would love to travel with no aim and live day-to-day
79 I get bored of jobs easily
80 I am easily distracted
81 I have had 2 poems published; I would like to publish a whole book one day.
82 I do not photo well
83 I love nature and love being in it as long as I am comfortable
84 I can sometime's be stubborn
85 I love animals but don’t care for pets
86 Love is the cornerstone of life
87 I love yoga but my knees give me problems
88 I don’t believe in horoscopes but believe being born under a certain sign affect's your personality
89 I believe other religions aren’t as wrong as some think but I am a Christian
90 I love to sing but no one likes to hear me
91 I am a spiritual person and dislike organized spirituality
92 I had a semester in a Native American college (Winnebago)
93 I am not afraid of the dark
94 I am good at reading people unless emotion is involved
95 I hate smoking but it seems every friend I have…smokes?????
96 I have never partook in drug usage
97 If I wouldn’t loose all my hair to get rid of it I would have dreadlocks
98 I will eat all of one food on my plate before starting on the next
99 I like fresh squeezed lemonade and mint tea
100 I despise western movies and “pro-wrestling”
Thursday, February 14, 2008
19th year
That's how long it would have been had I been able to stay married. I still, even after being separated for 4 years, still love her to the point that I can't be with anyone else. when will I be able to be with another. I still cry over her, I still think about her almost continuously.
She told me today she was sorry for messing up our lives, she didn't it just happened, it didn't work out. I would marry her all over again, without hesitation, even if I knew it was going to turn out the same way.
Despite everything Teresa...I love you.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Natural hair
Well it has been almost a month since have used shampoo on my hair, I have dyed it though, I am sure that defeats the purpose of the whole thing, but I can't stand the thought of all that grey.
But anyways about the shampoo, i don't miss it at all, the course I am taking now seems to be working, so I am sticking with it. I also have a conditioner used for African Americans which I thought was pretty natural, well once I started reading the ingredients I found that not to be the case, so for conditioning I think I am going to stick with the olive oil and egg, worked real good. I am also considering buying chamomile to put with the mixture, rosemary, lavender...something.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Another dream
Hi all, i had another dream again about my best friend. I think I posted on it in my blog before but can't remember, so I will write about both here.
My first dream was the one the caused me the most problems, Trina is a very good friend and I want her to see me as a friend, a girlfriend and nothing else. I had a dream that we were intimate together. Well when I awoke I was very disturbed, I cried and wrote it down. I had never thought I looked at her that way, ever since I have never told her and am very sad by it was well.
I just had another one a couple of days ago, not near the level as the last one... I kissed her... on the lips.
To me this ruins my whole thinking, I want to be trusted and not betray her friendship and have her look at me differently.
I just want to be a friend!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Trans-family of Cleveland
Went to the trans-family of Cleveland yesterday, I love it there, tons of support and friends. If anyone is interested please ask or google them. It is really great to be with people that truly care about you. I am very thankful for them.
They can give you all sorts of info and are always willing to talk to you.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Well, I put my vacation in for the Michigan Womyn's Music Festival in August, if I don't get it I will take off anyways. I have been trying to get some friends from here to go but I don't think they all want to dedicate a weeks vacation towards it. I can't blame them I guess, but I think it is going to be loads of fun. I am not sure if I will go for the whole week or not, I would be happy with a couple of days, 3 or so.
My no poo experiment I am still unsure about, they said it would look bad at first, but argh..
I have been thus far undecided about who to vote for but I have made my decision, I have thought for many months about this, it is not something I take lightly.
Monday, February 4, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Queer Collection 2008
Well I know it isn't that big of a deal but I have a poem in the 2008 addition of Queer collection.
It is the poem I titled Angel, it was one I didn't really expect to get in, kind of like the one that was accepted last year, never can tell, lol.
Angel
Sliding into a knee length denim skirt
Pink top covering small breasts
Painted eyes, painted lips
Hair laying in curls
Ready for the night
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Looking in the mirror
Seeing an angel
Turning around and looking at the back
Making sure everything is in place
Posing and primping
Everything has to be perfect
The night with friends is at hand
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Despite what it seems
Clothes and make up can’t change
Outwardly the parts are still there
Inwardly, is the girl wanting out
Acceptance is the key
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