The only person that I haven’t told about my gender identity is my father. Will he understand? Reject me? Disown me? I don’t know, he deserves for me to tell him. I feel like I am disappointing him, his oldest “son” doesn’t want to be his son but his daughter. If only he will understand that I am not doing this to hurt him, I am doing it because it will make me more complete.
I have been living a lie for all this time, never happy, never complete, always hiding. I hope he will understand I need to do this, for myself, not to humiliate him or our family.
Dad please understand that I love you and would never intentionally hurt you or my family. Please understand that I have been living a lie, I will not be happy until it is resolved. You did nothing wrong in raising me, it is just the way I was born, please understand it is nobodies fault, it just happened. I love you dad.
Love your daughter
Rebekah
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