October 18, 2005

October 18, 2005

I am proud of the way God has made me. I do have that over-whelming desire to transition; it can't seem to come fast enough for me. I know I have a long way to go though. I am glad God has given me special perspectives on things, which He didn't seem to give other physical looking males, not counting other trans-gendered people. I am still in the process of trying to figure out how to use my gifts on top of trying to get over my wife, which I am finding to be very difficult. Sometimes I am not sure if I want to get over her, I mean I was with her for almost half my life, that’s a long time. And I... well I don't want to go off in that direction again.

I am happy you have your site together; you wrote down just about everything I have thought before, it was nice to see others with the same thought patterns.