Hello everyone, sorry I haven't been on in awhile, I have been pretty bust lately but I think that is going to slow now that the holidays are over. I just took my kids back to there moms yesterday, it is amazing every time I talk to her, we almost always talk and laugh like nothing was ever wrong, it just amazes me. I guess I always pictured divorce couples arguing when they are together not acting like they have been best friends for years, not that i want to fight, I love getting along with her, it just doesn't seem right.
Lately, well the last couple of days I all of a sudden feel scared, I am scared of my future, I am scared of transitioning, in the last day or so I have become depressed, where last week everything was great, I can't figure out why the flip-flop in emotions and the attitude. Does this mean I am having second thoughts on things? ... No I don't believe that is the case, I still believe that I was born in the wrong body.. I am just scared.

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