Tuesday, January 15, 2008

September 26, 2005

September 26, 2005

I was talking to Teresa today I get really sad talking to her. She still thinks I chose this over her, she is the one that pushed this, I never would have even went this far had she not have left. I am not blaming her, I wish I would have been different for her. Since she has left though, it's left this gate wide open for me, I feel for me to reach wholeness I need to do this. Otherwise I will be frustrated for the rest of my life... I am not sure if I can handle that, I am not sure if I can handle this either but I have to do something, right...

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