I shouldn't kid myself; I am always going to be laughed at, never fitting in. It's amazing how fast someone can fall back into depression; I was just starting to feel good about myself. Not that I thought I could pass, I just felt good, I have great friends, family, and kids, again I am wondering why I had to get this gift.
Am I going to be miserable the rest of my life? Maybe that is up to me, it sure doesn't feel like it. Happiness seems like a distant planet with no hope of reaching, just dream about.
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