Tuesday, January 15, 2008

December 03, 2005

December 03, 2005

I am having more and more trouble keeping her in, she wants so much to go out and let others see her. It’s all I can do to keep her inside. I am not ready for that yet. One day I will no longer be able to refrain from going out, if only I had a place to go now, free to be Rebekah and let her loose for a time.

Lord give me the strength to do your bidding, give me the wisdom to do and see your will, thank you Lord.

Even doing the little things like wear womens jeans, that is not going to be enough anymore. I want to be fully female and not this half-#@$ stuff.

None of this is going fast enough, help me Lord.

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