Lord seeing my kids has made me long for Ohio, I want to be there more than anywhere else. I know I won’t go all the time but I will have the option to go and see my kids any weekend. I never want them to think I don’t love them, that couldn’t farther from the truth. Thank you for those beautiful gifts, help me to be there for them spiritually if I can’t be physically. Touch them with your loving hands.
I love you Lord.
Your loving daughter
Rebekah
I am back again; I can’t seem to stop writing. Anyway, I was just thinking that 1\37000 perceive themselves as the wrong sex. That is only around 8100 people in the
Oh God you have to help me, I need your help in dealing with this either way. I love you Father.
Rebekah
Lord I thank you for Joe and his family, I really don’t see why they don’t want me to go, I see myself as a pain more than a blessing. I really miss my kids Lord, I love them more than life itself, and the mere thought of them growing up away from me sickens me. Lord I thank you for the time here, I know there was a reason for it, I may never know what that reason is but you do and you know what outcome you are expecting. Help me see the bigger picture, I don’t know if you put this desire on my heart to go back or if I am just running on emotion again. Please comfort Becky if is your will Lord, please let her see I am not running from them or mad at them in anyway, show her lord I am truly grateful for all they have done.
I ask this of you all the time Lord, but please help me to see your will, whatever it is. Put someone in my life that can help me to see it. Help me not to be blind to that help. I love you Lord, I praise your name on high. You are more glorious than words can describe, I love you.
Love your daughter
Rebekah
