Tuesday, January 15, 2008

October 26, 2006

October 26, 2006

bluenellie you helped me make a decision that I was pondering, whether or not I should get a kitten, even though I am wanting to get fish for my tank, lets face it they really aren't that cuddly, you can't really play with them, hold them, just look at them. But a kitten would be a lot more immersive. Now I just have to find one I think will fit with me.



I just discovered something, that when I am lonely, I eat. I have been by myself for about 1 month and I am realizing that I have nothing to do. There is no one to talk to, no one to joke with, fight with... just me, and I can't really joke with myself because I already know the punch-line.

I wondered how long it was going to take me before I got lonely, didn't take long. I was with people for the last 17 years and now... nothing. Since I don't have a phone I can't just call anyone, I don't have a vehicle so that takes out going to see people.

I am sorry I didn't mean this to be a feel sorry for Becky post, I was just trying to fill in this empty time lol.

I thought about getting a bigger place with a room-mate but I don't think that would go well, I am OK with friends but room-mates? I don't know.

LOL pretty picky aren't I. People have told me that I would eventually get lonely and I would have to find someone to spend my life with, I always told them that just having friends would be enough, maybe they were right...

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