July 8 2005,

July 8

Lord one more week, 7 days to see my beautiful kids, Oh thank you Lord for them, nothing can compare to having them as children. I pray that we have a great time when we are together, keep them safe when they are with me Lord.

Help me to know what your path is for me, please show me the path YOU want me to take, guide me Holy Spirit. Do you want me to take Hormones Lord, please give me an answer before I start them, I don’t want to make a mistake. Help me to deal with this Lord, I need your help, I can not deal with alone, it will drive me crazy. Lord I don’t want Teresa coming up to the corn roast. I hope that doesn’t sound hateful, I just think it will ruin everything, to much conflict. Help me with employment and getting along and helping with Joe’s family, help me not to become a burden, I love them Lord and I don’t want to hurt them in anyway.

Oh Lord you are so glorious, I love you more than I can possibly say in words. I give you my life Lord; please show me your will. I can not say that enough HELP me Lord, in everything, especially in not giving up with this life you have given me. I sometimes get to where this is not worth going through, Use me Lord, Please.

Love your daughter and servant. You Lord I want to be the only other love I ever have again, please bring nobody else into my life, friends are OK, nothing intimate.

AMEN

THE PRAYER

SHE'S BEEN HIDDEN WITHIN ME
PAITENTLY AWAITING HER DAY TO BE FREED
TIED UP - PUSHED AWAY - FORBIDEN TO BE

THOSE DAYS SHE CRIED - JUST WANTING TO DIE
SHE WAS TIRED OF BEING TOLD
SHE'S LIVING A LIE

BY AND BY SHE ALOWS ME TO SEE
HER BEAUTY - HER LOVE - WHO I SHOULD REALLY BE

SHE'S BEEN FORCED TO LIVE LIFE LIKE A COMMON THIEF
LIKE SHE STEELS THE VERY LIFE AWAY FROM ME

GUILTY OF NOTHING
EXCEPT WANTING TO LIVE LIFE FREE

PLEASE GOD PLEASE
DONT TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME

By Jami Maree and inspired by GOD ....