Another dream

Hi all, i had another dream again about my best friend. I think I posted on it in my blog before but can't remember, so I will write about both here.

My first dream was the one the caused me the most problems, Trina is a very good friend and I want her to see me as a friend, a girlfriend and nothing else. I had a dream that we were intimate together. Well when I awoke I was very disturbed, I cried and wrote it down. I had never thought I looked at her that way, ever since I have never told her and am very sad by it was well.
I just had another one a couple of days ago, not near the level as the last one... I kissed her... on the lips.
To me this ruins my whole thinking, I want to be trusted and not betray her friendship and have her look at me differently.
I just want to be a friend!