19th year

That's how long it would have been had I been able to stay married. I still, even after being separated for 4 years, still love her to the point that I can't be with anyone else. when will I be able to be with another. I still cry over her, I still think about her almost continuously.

She told me today she was sorry for messing up our lives, she didn't it just happened, it didn't work out. I would marry her all over again, without hesitation, even if I knew it was going to turn out the same way.
Despite everything Teresa...I love you.